Pornography of My Inner Universe
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Here's Your Issue Maker!!!

By Wild Ice
Lately, I've been awarded from class as the "Issue Maker" of the Year something... And it's all because of this thing about me having a partner..
What's odd is that I'm beginning to feel like everybody is thinking that I'm all about my other half... ANd it's pissing me off!!!!! HEY!!! THIS IS STILL ME!!!!
It all started from my group of friends at home... when they think there are changes with my personality... Okay, there are... But still, it's just ME.
Then there is this issue with me and my circle at school... It just so happens that I now hang out much with my superfriend, Kat... Don't I have the rights to do so? And am I closing my door upon them? Hell, no!!!.. Still, whether I go with them or with superfriend, it's just ME.
There was one time during Prof M's class when she called me and I was merely shocked (I was, as usual, daydreaming) because I did not know at first what to say. After that class, my friend Pau came up to me and told me, "It's because Ma'am knows you're inlove." I didn't know what to say because based on the context, my being inlove doesn't have anything to do with aseessing speaking skills. No, don't start another issue by saying I'm mad at Pau for this, it's just that I didn't get her at this part. It wasn't my Baby and I at that corner of the classroom. Still, it's just ME.
Then, my friend Anne texted me this afternoon asking what is up. I toldher I'm a little busy. And she inserted out of nowhere the topic of me being with my Baby. That part is true, I was with my partner that time. But what pissed me off is her joke that "I'm all about my Baby". I mean, what?! Do all people think this way?! Now, I got pissed off so I somehow responded to her message with some offensive/defensive remark. Still, it's just ME.
Why can't people know me now for just ME?!!! WHY DO ALL OF YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BLAME MY BEING WITH ANOTHER?!!!! WHAT'S THE DEAL WITH IT?!!
I'm still ME!!! ME, ME, ME!!!! As I've said, I just got upgraded. But do people always have to blame my Baby for the things happening now with my life? Don't I have the rights to be known also as myself even though, yeah, I'm inlove?!
Hey, still, I take care of my ego which I've been establishing for years. So stop it. There is STILL JAMES ERIC existing on earth. I'm not complaining about my having another, I'm complaining about how people look at me now. It's just irritating. Hey, I still got a place on earth beside my place being with my Baby!!!
Still, it's just ME.
 

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