Pornography of My Inner Universe
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Rock

By Wild Ice
Is that what most people would think of me?? Hmmmm.... Is it my style? Hmmm.. I may be but I may not be!!!
First stop: Padi's Point at Mall of Asia. It was the reunion of my fourth year class. It had been like almost four years... Right? I don't know---do the math!!! My mind skips the part when I get to compute (unless it is in terms of my allowance!!). One of the first impression I got from my classmates was "WOW!! Rockerrr?!!!"
Huh?!
Um, okay. So we escaped the event because my group of friends, my co-Myrmidons, had to hop--and I mean HOP--out of the place and into another.
Second stop: Embassy. It took a while for us to get inside since there were some technical problems but it became easy for us to get in, particularly Mitch,some other new friend (what was his name again???), and me. All of a sudden, the three of us were part of the "guest list". Of course, I have to thank Yanna's step sister, Ella, and Anne for a very cunning strategy----rock and roll!!!
We climbed the stairs and the beat came louder and louder and before we knew it, we were inside this spectacle of strobe lights, lasers, and unstoppable motions on the music-bathed floor. We found our way into the healthy (and wealthy) crowd and started to do our own thing. Of course I was on my nerdy side for a while as I took note of everything around me and then we started doing our thing on the floor.
Segway: before we came in, our friend David (AKA Ching---David sounds better, eh?) was telling us how some 'rocker' people were teased (verbally attacked and so on) for coming into such place.
I'm no rocker---so why the hell should I care? But was he pertaining to me? Afterall, I "looked" like a (motherfucking) "rocker". It sort of made me feel a little 'in control' when I was on the floor---I ventured not to do much.
It wasn't me. Hell.
Last hop: Cococabana. We finally settled there to spend the rest of the very early morning with the feeling of unsatisfaction since we only get to spend little time in Embassy. There was this one of Ella's friends by the name of Sean who suddenly came to sit beside us at the table and asked if we were 'rockers'. I suddenly thought of throwing the dishes and my Zombie on the floor--but hell no. I simply answered, "no."
All right, wrong adverb. I had a huge question mark on my face and a high-pitched voice when I said it---ready to defend ourselves. In Yanna and David's case, they were accidently wearing black shirts. And well, you know me, I LIKE BLACK. Well, Michelle Madrigal is at another table and she's wearing some friggin' black dress. But she ain't no rocker (I guess!!).
Is black the definition of a rocker??
Hell, no. Then, Sean added if we were some 'emo' or something. "No, no, no, no..." I responded calmly though I was suddenly alarmed by this sudden realization (people think I'm a rocker!!!). We drove home and continued to party inside the vehicle with a loud music (courtesy of the girl called "Kikay"). And hell no shall a rocker dance into the music of N.E.R.D. and Chris Brown in a fucking car like I did!!!
Do I really look like a damn rocker??
No, people of the world, I'm turning down such impression: I'm not a friggin' rocker.
Damn it. Wearing black doesn't make one an emo, a rocker, nor a goth. Get it?? Fine.
Still, who cares?! Fine, go ahead and judge. It's no big deal. It's just that.. Hmmm... Maybe I am a rocker.... Huh... Yeah, maybe...
MAYBE.
 

I'm on it, Kiyoshi

By Wild Ice
This time I have to greatly apologize for my favorite character lately, Kiyoshi, for my extreme suffering of Writer's Block. Damn it!! just a few days ago, I was trying to finish his book and I can't believe I was slightly losing it.
Kiyoshi was there. But he also lost that smooth flow of words. He was losing it. And I thought that this would be a great book (not for all, but for some who could experience the same). I thought it was doing good. Looking back at the plot, I thought of lack of taste.
Looking at the narration, things were swell!!
But really, I'm losing it and I'm almost there, Kiyoshi... Hang on. You know the best thing in here is that there is no deadline. But really, I need to finish this (it doesn't even have any friggin' title yet!!!). I have a lot in store and I don't know where to begin.
It's all due to this writer's block.
I can't believe it would take years to finish. The pen smoothly paced the surface of the papers the time I started and the following weeks. Then, it stopped. It's this rough and treacherous surface.
Help!
 

Asking

By Wild Ice
Some says that answering "surveys" gives people a clue of what you're up to these days and how you're doing or simply who the hell you are. By this time then, I figured to answer some survey which would express (hopefully) how I've been doing these days. Good luck (for understanding):
1. Inlove right now?
-No.
2. With whom?
-Nyeta!! With nobody, ass!!
3. Have you ever kissed someone with the same sex on the lips?
- Funny, yeah.
4. Who was it?
- I don't kiss and tell. It's not someone I'm inlove with, really...
5. Are you mad with someone now?
- Funny you should ask--yeah!!! I mean--HELL YEAH!!!
6. And who is that unlucky person?
- A professor--not Prof M. this time. (clue: when you dissect a frog, she looks like the frog. Oh, another clue, she smokes weed I guess---she's an ass, big time).
7. What do you want to do to her?
- Have her ambushed. And then I'll probably drive her crazy until she goes down to hell. Wait a second---why have my malevolence broadcasted all of a sudden??
8. When was the last time you had sex with someone?
- Before I went to bed on my past life (damn it!! D'you have to ask?? I haven't done shit ever!!)
9. Who is/are the person/s you look up to?
- Britney Spears (subtract the drugs, the number of comic "I do's"---yeah, I love her).
10. Who was the last person ever to call you at this moment?
- Hahahahaha.. That would be a secret.
11. What/who makes you smile lately?
- That NIGHT!! That TOUCH!!! DAMN IT--that fucking touch!!! Wooohooo!! HEhehehe... We were drunk and they came and... I never thought we could get close for a while.. (flirt)
12. Who are you talking about?
- It's a secret. Well, we're not really into something.. Just that we haven't reached anything yet.. except that touch!!
13. WHat are you, a superstar?? Come on, tell us....
- Bitch!!! What are you, an Insider??! I'll tell you guys if something big happens.. It's not really that significant right now.
14. Fine, whatever..
- Since when did surveys learn how to speak?
15. Since when did people being asked questions get to ask questions back to surveys?
- Now.
16. Exactly, that's what I'm trying to say.
- Ass.
17. Moving on, what word describes who you are right now?
- Freaky.
18. What were the funniest words you said lately to your bestfriend?
- ANg libog-libog mo!!!! Ang landi mo talaga--ang libog-libog mo--akala mo hindi ko nakikita yon?! (I actually yelled this to her while her crush was walking just a few feet away from us. It's because I've been observing her hand resting somewhere on that guy while we were having some conversations yesterday).
19. If you were to ask me a question, what would it be?
- Refer to my answer at number fifteen.
20. Did you enjoy my survey?
- Uh, who are you again??