Pornography of My Inner Universe
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Some People

By Wild Ice
Some people don't know how to handle situations... Some people don't know how to go to NBI office in Carriedo to secure an NBI clearance... who is so good in finding the place of her date yet don't know how to go to NBI alone and had to get me as chaperone.. I've already agreed (though at first I didn't want to because I had another "appointment")... But that night there was a change of plans because I found out that I had to go to my school the next day for our general clearance.. I told this to her but she just hang up on me... My energy in explaining was wasted because---how could she be so dumb as to think that I'm cancelling our meeting because, according to her, I have a sex appointement and just used the school as alibi?!!! I mean, hello!! It's my school we're talkign about here---my priority!!! And for crying out loud, even if it's not true, please understand----I'm not single anymore!! And in any ways, I've been DOING my best to give undivided attention to FRIENDS and to my SPECIAL SOMEONE (yet, THEY haven't realized the difference andthe one who should be more prioritized)... I mean, come on--are you sick??!! I HAVE A GENERAL CLEARANCE ON THAT DAY YOU CAN GO FOLLOW ME ALL DAY and the only meeting my special someone and I have is the evening!! And wait, you're already graduating--yet you still don't know how to be independent??!!! I went in the NBI before for the same reason ALONE and I even got a little lost but I was smart enough to find my way.. But you, your ignorance and lack of social skills is not a reason to ask for assistance. YOU SHOULD BE MATURE BY NOW!! But when it comes to finding your eye-ball partners, you're so good in directions... God, is sex your only motivation??!! *sigh*
Then you, instead of telling me her problem, just talked to someone else.........
Some people should know how to listen to the opinions of other people... Because he would say he "knows my point in the argument" without even consulting me... I mean,duh??!! That's merely guessing!!! And hell yeah I know you're mad at ME and US... I don't knwo the reason but there's one--it's just about money.. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! How could you equate friendship with MONEY?!!! You're funny!!!! Wow, and the many times you don't have fare to go home.. you'll just say it when we are already going home--what a strategy.. You've used that many times.. And you just spend it over cigarettes.... Then just smoke and walk home!!! Not all people are rich like your PARTNER!!! Stop being TOOOOOOOO proud that you have a wealthy partner... And please, listen to our opinions when we want to say something.. This is what happens:
YOU: *This is my opinion*
ME: *I understand your opinion.. here's MY opinion about your opinion*
YOU: *I don't take your opinion--I want to assert ONLY my opinion--PERIOD*
Oh, and when you say something, think about it carefully. You usually say somethings which are meaningless, naive--and you'll say you don't mean some of them... God, be careful of the words you say!!! Use your head first...
Oh, and you've longed to be mentioned in my blog---HERE IT IS!!! Congratulations!!!
Some people ought to think, think, think.. And they ought to talk to me because I had been so approachable to them for years---I always welcome comments even if I have a very high temper.. But hell don't be scared of me!!! Come in front of me and tell it to my face--not like that that you would conspire about me... especially that you WERE my FRIENDS!!!
Wow!! That's very hyperventilating!!!
BRAVO!!! Now you've got me sooooo damn mad!!! I'm giving you the chance to kill me and talk about me---say nasty things about me and laugh at me... GO!!! Give me your best shot!!!
Because now you've proved me that you are just SOME PEOPLE... That's all you are...
 

Rubbing Palms Together

By Wild Ice
This is it.
The ceremony has ended. I've finally finished my role as a plain student. It's not that I'll stop learning but it's just that I'm done being dependent by being JUST a student.
I'm a graduate!!
Hell, I've waited all these years to break loose from these chains that had been holding me from becoming dependent of myself and becoming free. Now I could finally go do whatever (almost). One thing I have to do now is find a good job so that I could support my family and me.
And I have plans...
So many plans... I just can't wait to accomplish all of these plans. I've been thinking about using this profession (teaching) as a stepping stone in reaching my goals and now that I'm one (or two) steps closer to these goals, it makes me want to go to the bathroom in excitement (really, that's how I usually feel when I'm excited--haha!)..
Now.. Hmmm.. Let's start.. I've got one job training waiting for me.. Then, if ever I get hired (HOPEFULLY I GET HIRED), I'll save up... Then.. hmmm.... wait a few years and get married... Hahaha, yeah probably.. And in between these stages in the process, I'll be injecting my major plans (to destroy the world?? hehe..)... Of course, I don't live for myself alone... I care a lot about the world and what's happening...
BWAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!
 

We Don't Study to Graduate (March 14 post)

By Wild Ice
What's odd is that we, as students, have done a lot of things to be able to graduate: defend theses, term papers, occasional papers, study, photocopy, review, take examinations, observe faulty parallelisms (like this part of my blog, dragon slay with professors and so much more...Yet, just now that we only have a few days to go to graduate did we realize we have sooooooo much more to do...And 'do' here means PAY.. PAY PAY PAY.. we have lots of things to pay just so we could fucking graduate!!!I'm half complaining because right now my idea of being able to graduate is being able to pay all of the expenses for graduation.. Is this really how it's supposed to be? We should pay a lot of stuff so we could graduate?So our efforts in STUDYING doesn't end there?Alright, I'm indeed complaining because of the fact that I'm having financial problems (who else in the world of internet connection would dare say they are? I guess only me)... But really, I'm just pissed that we suddenly have debts at some expenses for the university.. WHATTTTT?!!! WE HAVE DEBTS WITHOUT EVEN US KNOWING?!!! WHY ONLY TELL US THAT NOW?!!!!They said these debts are from the expenses supposed to be spent for the "laboratory" for our educational technology course (in which we even barely use anything else than an Overhead Projector and a Television)... Damn.. I just don't understand all the things happening.. All of those expenses which are suddenly growing like mushrooms in your bedroom--shocking and odd... We don't study to graduate.. we pay...