Selfish
NP: "Heaven On Earth" by Britney Spears
We all know about the paradox that change is the most constant thing in the world. And with this change that has taken place within me is something coming out as destructive.. at least, for some people.
What's wrong about falling inlove?
I've discussed recently that there are people who miss my energetic and funny side and this is because what has taken over me is no more my own ego but my sentimental, loving side. And now I discovered that I have the tendency of having arguiements regarding this with friends.
Last night, we had this 'kiss trip' in which everyone gets to taste everyone. And everyone includes my Baby. I thought it was okay. Before those, me and my Baby were all over the place, making out and even getting the fucking attention of the oldlady who kept on crossing by and watching us (seeing how "immoral" we are). We even made out at the pretty porch lying on the floor. And I never thought my Baby would not mind at all to kiss in public. Oh well!!! Anyways, back to the kissing trip, I was confident that it was nothing for me for my friends to get to taste the heaven of my Baby's lips and tongue. But when I saw my baby making out with one of my friends, I stopped and just felt like 'something's odd' (not 'wrong'). It's not that I don't trust both of them---it's just that I've never been so jealous my whole life--insecurity is the term!!!. And to make it out for me, my Baby would always come up to me after those turns and kiss me nonstop, letting me know that we're still WE.
We even lay on the floor in the porch and made out (immoral!!!) and they were going around us trying to join. I was tipsy when I told them, "Enough, okay? Seriously... Seriously.."
And they felt like I've been "selfish" (WOOOOH!!! What a term!!!). I'm sorry but it's just that I felt it not appropriate to overly harass my Baby---I suddenly became very jealous and mean.
YES!!! We should know that we should not be KJ with trips but please, there are certain boundaries. And ONE IS ENOUGH, TWO IS TOO MUCH. I mean, I wasn't selfish at first, right? But everything was getting overboard and I had to stop it.
OO NA, MARAMOT AKO PERO GANUN AKO MAGMAHAL!!! PUTANG INA (this is an expression, defensively speaking)!!
I'm just thankful that we spent the next few hours alone with each other planting hickeys, exchanging our intertwined tongues (which we had been doing for so many damn hours), and YOU KNOW WHAT(rock and roll!!!).
It just felt good to wake up in the morning finding my most beloved beside me on the same bed. And we would be the first to kiss each other. Let me selfish for some boundaries--this is one of those things I could NOT share with anyone.
Boundaries boundaries boundaries!!!!
We all know about the paradox that change is the most constant thing in the world. And with this change that has taken place within me is something coming out as destructive.. at least, for some people.
What's wrong about falling inlove?
I've discussed recently that there are people who miss my energetic and funny side and this is because what has taken over me is no more my own ego but my sentimental, loving side. And now I discovered that I have the tendency of having arguiements regarding this with friends.
Last night, we had this 'kiss trip' in which everyone gets to taste everyone. And everyone includes my Baby. I thought it was okay. Before those, me and my Baby were all over the place, making out and even getting the fucking attention of the oldlady who kept on crossing by and watching us (seeing how "immoral" we are). We even made out at the pretty porch lying on the floor. And I never thought my Baby would not mind at all to kiss in public. Oh well!!! Anyways, back to the kissing trip, I was confident that it was nothing for me for my friends to get to taste the heaven of my Baby's lips and tongue. But when I saw my baby making out with one of my friends, I stopped and just felt like 'something's odd' (not 'wrong'). It's not that I don't trust both of them---it's just that I've never been so jealous my whole life--insecurity is the term!!!. And to make it out for me, my Baby would always come up to me after those turns and kiss me nonstop, letting me know that we're still WE.
We even lay on the floor in the porch and made out (immoral!!!) and they were going around us trying to join. I was tipsy when I told them, "Enough, okay? Seriously... Seriously.."
And they felt like I've been "selfish" (WOOOOH!!! What a term!!!). I'm sorry but it's just that I felt it not appropriate to overly harass my Baby---I suddenly became very jealous and mean.
YES!!! We should know that we should not be KJ with trips but please, there are certain boundaries. And ONE IS ENOUGH, TWO IS TOO MUCH. I mean, I wasn't selfish at first, right? But everything was getting overboard and I had to stop it.
OO NA, MARAMOT AKO PERO GANUN AKO MAGMAHAL!!! PUTANG INA (this is an expression, defensively speaking)!!
I'm just thankful that we spent the next few hours alone with each other planting hickeys, exchanging our intertwined tongues (which we had been doing for so many damn hours), and YOU KNOW WHAT(rock and roll!!!).
It just felt good to wake up in the morning finding my most beloved beside me on the same bed. And we would be the first to kiss each other. Let me selfish for some boundaries--this is one of those things I could NOT share with anyone.
Boundaries boundaries boundaries!!!!
