Pornography of My Inner Universe
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Nerdy Nerd

By Wild Ice
Books are somehow my best friends. But I'm a very choosy reader. Still, I read a lot. AND write a lot. I enjoy talking about deep thoughts, ideas, if not, bizarre ones. That's why I always have commentaries with things around me. That's why I talk a lot about making a difference, about changing the world, about watching your acts or words, etc.
YEAH, I AM A NERD, YOU DOLT.
No, I don't get offended when someone calls me a nerd or a geek, or that I'm nuts. First of all, let me tell you: If I were a nerd, I STRONGLY believe (I hope the capitalized letters mean something to some readers in case they are not NERDS like me) that I'm THE HOTTEST NERD AROUND.
I don't wear dorky glasses but I REALLY don't mind if I do, there are times they look extremely fashionable. I know how to dress myself well (proven. No need to explain. But there are times I really just prefer to let everything hang on my body because I'm in no mood). And I got talents (I can sing, dance, rap, make a speech, crack jokes, impersonate, write a blog *teneeenn!!*, ride a roller coaster---THAT'S A TALENT I THINK, etc.---this is a talent too!). I'm somehow socially awkward though (at times.. depending on the external and internal weather).

We could say that my 'nerdiness' is just a background. But this is something that makes me GREAT and outwit those who know how to dress well, talented and socially active but without brains. My nerdiness lets me become a person of worth; I'm not just that person that stand there and look good---because I KNOW, I CAN, and I AM.

About telling me that I should get my brain checked, sorry, I do that a lot of times. You don't have to tell me I'm crazy. I'm proud I am. We all are. Those who are in that place where they get cured because of craziness just have a very awkward level as ours. But we are ALL NUTS. I dare you to raise you hand and claim you aren't. We all do a little crazy stuff. There's always a part there in our head that tells us this crazy idea, you just choose to listen or not. But it's there, you know and I know. We know. You can't deny it.

And because I'm nuts, it keeps my life and me from being ordinary, plain and dull (like you.. OH WAIT, who am I talking about? I ain't talking about someone! Hahahaha! I'm nuts!). I don't have to walk within the lines, I dare myself--and that's where one gets fulfillment!! It makes one proud to say, "I was ABLE to do it!!" "I ventured and I LOVE IT!!". It pays to be crazy at times.

We don't live just to say we got a house, kids and a job. We live to dare! We have to make our life meaningful. You can't just sit there and say you're the best TV audience ever---YOU HAVE TO BE THAT TV. You need to be interesting. And if you dare to make a change, dare to stand out, dare to become SOMEONE worth knowing, who cares if you're a nerd?? You spend your life worth living and people and things around you will agree YOU WERE WORTH LIVING because YOU KNOW, YOU CAN, and YOU ARE.
 

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