Pornography of My Inner Universe
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My Circus

By Wild Ice
No, I won't be stopped. Spotlight's on me as I fumbled for words. You sit there as an audience in anticipation. The words tumbled out of my head, in a series of freak show. Some are dancing and singing, some are on a flying trapeze, the others in the Tiger's cage.
This is what I do. I write.
It may be traced back in history that I was a person unheard. But the most appropriate description for that would be 'taken for granted'. My voice was always taken as something like 'just to add a dialogue on the script' and right there and then, I knew had to mean something.
I won't be stopped. This is my stage. My hands are on the keyboard and the words sparkled about. I tapped on the keys and music came out---something I don't intend to be appreciated by others (though thankful I am if you do) but for the mere fact that this is cathartic. There are times that you can't spill out the words because people don't listen. And I, a person with great fear of rejection, grabs no opportunity to look at the back of someone as I reason myself.
And so, I write.
No, I won't be stopped. Never in my life that I told someone to read my blog unless a topic comes on and I had to refer to one of my posts. In blogs, A READER ALWAYS HAS A CHOICE: TO READ OR NOT TO READ. Once you read my words, it only means you are ready to digest my opinions and NEVER DID I TELL YOU TO ALWAYS AGREE WITH ME. An audience is smart, someone who knows whether to believe what he sees or not. YOU ARE NOT STUPID. If in case you are, and you are meant to misunderstand my fountains of lexicon: SPARE YOURSELF, NEVER READ MY BLOGS AND JUST GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE. I never force you to come in to my circus. This is not your place then.
I write blogs because in writing, it is not up to me to choose who will listen but it is up to the audience if he would or not. Therefore, I save myself from getting those X signs from close-minded beings.
No, I still won't be stopped. All I say here are MINE-MINE MINE MINE.. NOT YOUR OPINION. If you leave a comment, disagreeing or otherwise, MY PLEASURE! As long as you listened, it's already a count to my ticket sales! I don't mind people disagreeing with my opinions--they exist because they somehow have enough knowledge to prove me wrong--AND I LOVE THAT. I'm open to people's opinions--ALWAYS. But whenever I have a point, WHY SHOULD I STOP?
I wont' be stopped.
 

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