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And So, The Rain Poured on My Saddest Birthday Ever

By Wild Ice
Last night was the hardest... The rain poured so hard and I couldn't stop it. It never usually rain around me. But this one is my weakpoint.
This morning, there was a suspension of classes due to the storm signal number two raised in our location. It was pretty redundant that it is the feast day of St. John the Baptist and there is this event someplace here in the Philippines that on this day, people get drenched in streets using whatever that contains water to throuw to anybody (even to strangers).
It's also Manila Day. There are no classes in Universities in Manila.
And it is my birthday.
This morning I received lots of greetings through SMS and it was a little ironic. I appreciate everybody who remebered the day I first came into the world... But this particular day is not that "happy". This is because the night before, WE called for a time out (or at least You requested it)...
So it irked me for You to greet me a HAPPY birthday. I texted you after that "not to greet me a happy birthday if you can't make it happy." The message seemed cold and everything is not going right between the two of us. It's not that we broke up.. Its just that... I don't know...
Yes, the problem is me. I admit. And I was beyond apologetic about it. But you insisted we get a hell of a time out because of my behavior lately when we're together.
So the rain poured down the cheeks of the city. The sobs resounded in this quiet little room where we used to be. I called your name a thousand times on the phone but you kept silent just listening to my voice.
And so, the rain poured on my saddest birthday ever...
 

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